[This started out as an experiment to see if I could write something without dialogue. In direct opposition to my previous post which is nothing but!
Thus I release my hold on my latest monster into the wild interworld to rampage as it pleases]
The man who was a rock
He had only known love a
short time when he was in the care of the man who called him son
and that was a lie for they were not related by any sort of blood but it was a lie that they were able to live with. But forces stronger than either of them conspired and amongst
the various homes that he would enter with high hopes, only to be
returned when something inevitably went wrong, he learnt that the
rightful place for his heart was behind a stronghold of stone and
iron. This was the way that he grew to manhood and within him the fortress
grew deep and mighty
Still, every so often, he
gazed out from his parapits at the happenings of those who wore their
hearts on their sleaves, those who gave it away freely, saw it
returned in the faces of their loved ones and even as he turned away
in disugust he would feel a tiny piece of his fortress crumble.
But crumbling brickwork
or not his fortress remained strong and he walked the earth an
abberation for he was quite unable to feel love, nor greed, nor
desire for they live in the heart itself. Many times he told himself
that he was happy and some days he believed it while other days he
did not.
One night love came
for him, not attempting to storm his gates but rather slipping in
quietly between the cracks that he didn't even realise were there.
The night theatre finally
closed its doors and spilled its audience out into the street. It was never a medium that had given him any pleasure. Grown men and women prancing about and declaring love or even plotting murder in extravagant musical numbers. You didn't need to be any sort of police mastermind to figure out that the uncle who just sang about wanting his nephew out of the way might have had something to do with his nephew suddenly "going off to see the world and seek his fortune"
This night out hadn't been his idea but their business was courting his business and such things usually greased the wheels of commerce, usually.
That the Berlin markets
were never closed was something that he often told himself he should
approve of, everyone needed money and the people that were willing to
make the effort ended up with it all.
It was a parting of the
crowd that gave him the first glimpse of her. That merest chance,
half a second later and he would have walked by without knowing she
was there. Indeed had she not turned to meet his eyes he would have
done just that.
Unlike her brothers who
ran about the place heedless of any that might be watching she stayed
quietly in the small square of artificial moonlight as was provided
by the streetlight.
His acquaintances moved
on down the street. If they had noticed, or cared, that he was no
longer with them they didn't bother to say anything. But they didn't
matter now.
A few hesitant steps took
him out of the foot traffic and he told himself that he was being
foolish even as he opened the door with more force than strictly
necessary
Around his heart his
walls came down and for the first time since boyhood he was able to
feel something other than a lump of iron in his chest.
“Darf ich helfen?”
The tired looking clerk had three piercings in her eyebrow and a long
purple mohawk. At almost any other time in his life he would have
disaproved but on this night none of that mattered as he reached into
his meagre repetoire of German
“Ja, ja du kannst. Wie
viel ist das Hündchen im Fenster?”
This was a really good read...(and a better one once I had kinda figured out what they were saying LoL)
ReplyDeleteHeh. It's the only song I actually know in German
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